Portrait Of a Mother

Remember that youtube channel I told you I watch (Bumps Along the Way), well they put out a video during mothers day that I really like. Yeah I am a little late showing you guys but hey, better late than never!

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It's really sweet and you know how I just love to share things with you guys0.

Today I am going to try and cross off another item on me and little sis' bucketlist: Draw with Chalk!!
I haven't done that in ages! Pictures to come for sure :)

TTC And Other Things I Don't Need to Worry With Yet But Do

If you know me then you know that I have a borderline obsessive love for little children/babies. I love them so much that I can't wait to get started on our family of 5 that I have imagined up in my head. Yep I want a farm sized family even though it would probably be a mistake in this economy. One will make me happy though, and I anticipate the day me and hubby start TTC (trying to conceive, in case you were wondering).

I hate to throw it all out in the open but it is the truth. You should see my youtube subscriptions. You would think I was expecting or something. A couple of my faves are Bumps Along the Way and The Style Diet. The Style Diet is actually done but Bumps isn't due until September so I keep up with them faithfully. Both have a daily vlog channel to so that keeps me occupied. Since I think I am being obsessive with the situation I don't go looking for many ttc channels. It's amazing to me how different it is for every woman. In my mind I am ready for those sore breasts and swollen feet with heartburn to top it off. I might not like it in the moment but to see our little miracle afterwards, it will definitely be worth it.

I have picked out names for my future children that I refuse to tell my husband because I am sure he will shoot them down as soon as I spit them out lol. I have made registries and deleted them over and over. It is so fun to pick out stuff for babies. My friend and sister-in-law were pregnant at the same time and I didn't hesitate to help with their registries when they asked. I was in heaven with that gun in babies R' us lol. I can't imagine how it will go when it is finally my turn.

My friends and colleagues have dubbed me baby crazy and I always refer to my craziness as baby fever. Unfortunately the only cure is to have a baby and me and Jer are waiting until we finish our schooling and have a stable job to pay for our little Ferrero. Next year looks promising if things go just right. If it does, you can bet I will start a TTC tab on this blog. It would be so fun to keep track of that!

I know this was a super random post but it is the middle of the night and I was looking through my emails and after scrolling past 5-10 emails about sales on childrens clothes I felt it was time to confess lol.

Goodnight peeps, catch ya later